i feel fat. >.<


i wish i didnt forget so much of my japanese, so that when the girl at the japanese studies society at the matric-fair today started to strike up a conversation with me in jap, i could reply fluently with aplomb instead of telling her not to speak to me in jap lest i embarrass myself.

i wish this feeling of apprehension and uncertainty will go away.

i wish i wasnt so confused.

i wish i didnt have to start school so soon.





hahahaha 27th july!